oh god. this is really hard. i mean for the first week actually. because you were always by my side; no matter wat, we'll always do things together. i guess i took it as a habit and didnt realise how fast time has actually passed. before i could even go to sentosa with you, you are already starting school in madison. somehow, it feels sucky. cause when i am sad, i dont have anyone by my side to cheer me up. when i feel stressed, i cant pour out all my feelings because apparently, no one's next to me at night. it's so lonely lah. my days are like a routine--eat, study, sleep. and the whole cycle repeats daily. i think that's a reason why i tend to stay in school to study i guess. the lonely air in the room is just unbearable. but i'll come through it, somehow. at least i know that i have my friends in school:D haha. that's the only plus i can think of actually. so yah, i missed you seaweed. alot alot alot alot and how i wish you were here. then i wouldnt have soo many things/feelings bottled up in me:[[
urgghh:/ this is damn depressing lah.

p/s i lost damn badly today. you wont wanna know the result. ahha. and dont worry abt me, i'll be fine:D

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