ran 3km today and no, i did not improve my timing:( so sad. i was tired lah. ok watever, i just need to run faster on the day itself:D
ok, so ms.c let us watch wit today. and the movie is nice! although it gets abit heartbreaking and hard to understand cause of emma thompson's perfect english. haha. but it was nice. ms.c promised to let us watch the remaining portion of wit next wed cause it didnt finish just now. hurray:DDD the rest of school was really really tiring:/ work and more work!! three sciences and math, just imagine that. urghh. and after school, i had Amath remedial for 2 hours. so my eyes were super pain by the time math remedial started. :[
aniways, we got our last year's yearbook today:D haha. it's plastered with pictures! HAHA. lol.

alright, i think i'm getting high now.
aniways, should i do Amath practise now? or should i just sleep?

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i guess blogger suits me more. haha.
so i might just leave my lj account alone so that i'll be able to leave a comment on pattra's lj. hah.

so aniways, let's talk about sch.
we watched giselle today. it is actually quite nice but abit boring cause the man was talking for a lil bit too long. i think his own speech was half of the whole ballet concert. and yeah, this year's arts excursion was a disappointment because it was too short! i expected nicer dramas cause last year's was really funny:DD oh wells, at least we have an arts excursion.

there's a 3km run tmr again.
i am gg to wear track shoes and yes, i am gg to beat my last week's timing. hopefully i can finish the run before 16mins. ahhaha. aniways, i think they should allow us to wear ipods during fun and fitness day. haha. at least we werent be bored. lol. or maybe we werent be bored. cause there could be nice scenery. (understand where i'm getting, muggers?) haha

let's just say that today was really fun.
dragonboating was really an eye-opener. haha. our tennis grp has some percentage of winning, i hope. haha:DD the constant cheering of 'tennis' or 'one, two, three' as we paddle is really cool. but it can get kinda tiring after some time. and the salty water is disgusting. thanks to nicole, i get to taste it a few times. haha. joking lah:) but yah, it was really an amazing experience:D
so i'll be looking forward to fun and fitness day! yay

school was alright i guess. oh, pattra broke her voice!! and she's so poor thing lah, couldnt scream like she used to. but somehow it doesnt stop her from singing... lol. tsktsk, always irritate me with her singing! but she had a wonderful time during physics lab right? hahha:DD cunningham lahh.

p/s. get well soon pattra, although i dread ur voice. haha.
alrights, ciao.

it's been a month and 12 days since you left!
i have no idea whether this is fast or slow. the only thing that i'm sure is that i really miss you!the days here without you has been very weird, lonely and saddening:[ i think there's no one in this world who understands me the most except you, in the case of being at home. hmmm, so yah, it gets kinda boring here cause there's no one to share my secrets and how i feel (esp at night). so saddening huh. so most of the time, i will occupy my time playing solitaire on my ipod before sleeping. haha. lol. remember the times when u have to play games on ur phone every night and still, you cant get to sleep? lol.
plus the stress and expectations in school, i really hope i dont break down. cause the stress is really insurmountable! i feel like bursting any time soon. ohwells, at least for now the CAs are over. i can relax abit. and there's fun and fitness day to look forward to:D but i think i really need to double up on my studies. esp on my Amath, English and Biology!!! urghh:/

so i guess it's more mugging, MUGGERS:DD

ok, so ms.c asked us why we have blogs and let the public invade our privacy.
i think my reason is:
1. for communication purposes (my sis and bro is studying overseas)
2. to pour out my feelings, or may i say, a form of relieving stress?
3. i get bored sometimes.

oh aniways, manutd won newcastle 5-1:DDD
hurray! this is called thrashing, pattra!! hahaha:) manutd all the way!

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today was the first time i went home at 3pm!! gosh right? and i felt very happy. haha:D oh, pattra came over today after school cause she doesnt wanna go home. so yeah, we had our lunch and we did our homework first. so efficient right? lol.
oh, i showed pattra three mv's of luo zhi xiang and i have a great news to share:D
pattra finds luo zhi xiang hot in suits!
hahaha. cool huh. lol. well, it's a fact lah, my xz is damn hot:DD
then we played wii. tennis:D i won. haha. but pat won in bowling. lol.

OH, the best part was when vincent and pattra had a heated argument over manutd and liverpool. both were retarded cause they were shouting and throwing things at each other for the sake of their fav team. lol. i was watching quietly and laughing at them. haha. it was really hilarious!! cause pattra is so childishh and vincent was making annoying/irritating remarks. :D well, what can i say? both are really young at heart!!!

kallang leisure park tomorrow:D hurray!

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chemistry really sucked my energy today man! it was freaking hard! :/ urghhhh. not forgetting i had geog ca straight away after that. wth right. and plus the fact that my eyes hurt like shit. so yah, i was totally knackered. so much that i had to scream several times!!! :( this is so not the way i wanna spend my sec 4 man.

tennis was okay. it's just that i wasnt really in the mood to play. super frigging tired now. i think i am gg to sleep at 7 plus. and then i'll be waking up at 3.50am to catch manutd against lyon. haha. all the way red devils:DD and pattra, just beat it kay. stop insulting my team:)

oh wait, there's still another lit CA coming up! urghh:/

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manutd won arsenal 4-0 in the fa cup fifth round!!!
whooohooo. take that arsenal!! yay:DDD

p/s. surprisingly liverpool lost 2-1. haha.

we won on friday:D
yay. hahaha. the feeling of winning is really great! lol. i played singles in the end. oh, i wanna say that i am very proud of my doubles partner, victoria. although she didnt win her match on friday, i wanna tell say that she really put up a great fight! when she was down 5-2, she didnt give up and instead, pulled herself up by bringing the match to a tiebreak. so yeah, vic, you really did very well:D in my heart, you are already a winner!! haha. i love you bitch.

and of course not forgetting the whole B'div. haha. i think i am really gg to miss the saturday trainings. sitting on the floor and sleeping on the mrt to jurong, the gossips and bitchings after trainings and of course, CAMWHORING! hahhaa. the times passed really quickly and i'll never forget the wonderful times. maybe if my fingers are itchy for a game of tennis, i'll pop down with the other bitches and hit with you all kay. haha. lol. aww, i think i am really gg to miss tennis trgs! i love you all tennisbitches!!!

saturday:
i felt really accomplished today:) haha. cause i finished everything that i set myself to do today! yay. congratulate me people:DDD
the things that i completed today:
1. geography (chapter 8) notes
2. study on chemistry (atmosphere)
3. english essay--Cats
4. study physics (EM spectrum, waves, sound)
5. wrote on nadzimah's book:DDD
HAHAHA. not bad ehh. but somehow, it looks really little now. lol but ohwells, i am doing even more things tmr. oh gosh, this is driving me crazy!!!

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happy valentine's day to all:D
hahaha. exchanged chocolates/sweets/notes! lol.

despite being in the lovey-dovey mood, i had two CAs today which are freaking difficult! and apparently i think i am gg to fail Amath. and i have lost 6 marks in bio. wth right?!!? urghhh:/ so much for hardcore mugging. ohwells, i just gotta work doubly hard. but somehow for trigo, my mind just suddenly went blank:/ this sucks!!!

ok, that's abourit.
for the whole evening, besides the fact that i had tuition, i was on the computer. someone slap me. lol. ok, i think it's gg to be final time i am gg to slack like this again. no more slacking stephanie!!! it's your O levels this year!!!! ok, that's it. hardcore mugging again tmr.

oh aniways, tmr is the last day for our tournament. and we are gg out for dinner after that. so yah, wish me luck. i think i'll be playing doubles? hmmmm...

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i am really super busy.
so i dont have time to blog.
:/

sorry jie:D on thursday kay.

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today has been kinda smooth for me, despite the fact that i am loaded with revision/note-writing/hw/practices. ok besides the huge amt of workload, i managed to get a win for my match today:D and that made my day. haha. Also, i felt accomplished today as i had been doing work all the time, without being tempted to watch vids. HAHA! i think i shall watch the vids either during the weekends or the following week bah. :) wheee. the feeling of accomplishment is really great! and i think i should carry on studying and mugging all day. it's really fun being with the muggers! hahaha.

so yah, i gained a lil' confidence doing my trigo, but i havent really covered on the proving part. oh wells, more of it tmr huh. for today, i am left with Biology:excretion notes to write. and perhaps i shall finish up on my physics practical, ws and chem? urghh:/ this is so stressful! and i am so gonna sleep early today. at 10.30pm the latest! so i gotta rush back to mugging now:D goodnight!!

due to the request that jiejie wants me to blog daily, i shall only dedicate a few minutes to blogging and checking my facebook daily. after which it's hello books again.

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the only word that i can describe today's dinner is hell.
i felt really shitty lah. it was the worst night ever. cause for the first time in life, i have never felt so lonely and so unnoticed. it was as if i never even existed. i felt like my presence was uncalled for lah. even though i was in a pretty packed room with over 20 people, i felt really empty. but luckily i didnt break down. however i knew that if i were to last there any longer, i swear i'll just cry in front of everyone lah. oh yah, the worse thing was that i have to fake a smile in front of everyone.
but i did shed a few tears in the toliet--my only form of escape from the dreaded room. ohwells, i guess i really missed my sister and now, i kinda regret not spending more time with jie when she was still here!! i really miss you jie!!! how i wish u were here.... in fact, i think i need you by my side lah. and i swear i am never gg to another dinner with my daddy's friends. unless it's a gathering with my cousins. then at least i still have my family to talk to. just now was plain torture lah!! there was no one i can talk to. because i was sitting in the children's table. shittt!!! i cant control my tears now. it's like flowing uncontrollably and i am praying that my parents wont come into the room.
so yah, i was in need of someone to at least call me there. but no one did. i guess jie was still sleeping. and suelin was doing smth else. ohwells. i guess i have to do this myself. be strong stephanie, you can do this kay.

somehow i envy you jie. at least u dont have to go through this unbearable shitty feeling of loneliness... help me someone!!!!!

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woke up kinda late today(11am) cause i slept at 1.30am yesterday. had breakfast/lunch at cousin's house. the food was sumptious and nice:) hahha! it's been a year since we had a nice homemade food gathering. haha. so it was kind of heartwarming to get together again:D

went back home cause we had visitors coming in. papa's friends! there were alot of ppl in the house today lah. was packed and i felt tired serving them drinks/cake. actually it's because i wasnt really in the high mode? lol. did notes on nutrient cycling after which i fell asleep. and i woke up at 5 to watch this taiwan concert on channel u. and for the first time in my life, i think that the xin guang da dao ppl are really talented in singing! haha:) and i think i might seriously consider getting their album:D lol. played wii after that, for like a mere 15 minutes?

visited uncle welly in the hospital after that. wish you speed recovery!
jessie is damn cute lah. haha. i was conversing in indo with her and i think my indo sucks big time. i had trouble translating certain words to talk with her. hahaha! :DDD i think it's super amusing to see a 7-yr-old speak better indo than a 16-yr-old. HAHAHA.
ate at chatterbox after that. the place was packed lah! i think it's because it's the nicest and available restaurant in the whole of Orchard? haha. oh wells, i ate salad which i totally find disappointing! i also had chicken satay (DELICIOUS!!) and their homemade coconut ice cream (DOUBLE THE DELICIOUS!!) hahaha. lol. but now, i am super full and i think i have put on a kg. damn!!

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i suddenly feel like expressing my love for my family♥
hahaha.

the six of us with koko labsen's family

the chan family(it's not complete though, there's still alot more ppl missing)

seaweed♥ love you!!!

clockwise from the top: jie, me, kevin, eric, vincent, ambu, alvin, asim, ang-gen, papa, mama

the foursome♥ they're the best siblings anyone can find in the world

my family♥

vin, papa, mama, me, jie (koko's missing)

koko and me♥

vincent and me♥

jiejie and me♥

what am i going to do without u all? i love you♥

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it's chinese new year!! yay:D
haha. woke up at 9am today. got my angbaos:) and then had breakfast with family. carrot cakes. lol. then cousins came over. after which, we went to another cousin's house. played there for a while. finally lah. it's been ages since i ever played. hahaha. we made cake/hotdog/burger/fries figurines. damn cool lah. and they are nice:) haha. i've got delicate hands. lol.

the cake that i made:D nice right.

more 'food'

ta da~ damn cool lah.

it was such a relaxing day. but i wrote notes on deforestation:D haha. yay. i must not slack!
Alrights:) goodbye guys

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happy birthday lil brother!!!
haha. you are 13 now. finally a teenager yeah? (teenager song plays at the back) lol. must be more matured kay, and pls stop with ur high-pitched screaming! hahhaa. but wanna take this chance to wish you happy birthday and may all your dreams come true! love you vincent. hope you like the wallet that i got you.
p/s you better use it every day horrr. hahha

school was the usual today. chem, math, lit blah blah blah. and we had this o level talk which i find damn boring lah. lol. so yah. aniways, went to pp with avelyn and pat. we ate at kfc. meltz!! whoo. i miss it lah. hah. and then they left to get jelly powder while i went for my hair treatment. it was long. after that, vin came to pp so that i could get him his present. surprisingly, we got it super fast. he got a wallet and a new soccer ball:) bought cake and went home. and then we went to eat at gyu kaku!!! haha. cause papa was here today. :DD yay. super full now though. but it was nice! haha. (jie and kor, are u all jealous?) hahaha.

cny celebration tmr.
& shopping for new year clothes, damn last minute i know. but i was super busy lah. & reunion dinner at night with relatives.
ok gg to cut cake soon:D bye

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