i have decided to stop blogging from today!
and i am gonna keep to it.
wish me good luck!!

l00k who's here??

meet my cousin--louis(:

oh oh~i can spot his dimple!!

louis came today(:

cute cute cousin!! get well soon:D
{do u notice the new manutd jersey at the extreme left?}

i bought new assesment books! yay(: so happy cans. so now at least i can do the whole bk and keep myself occupied instead of gg online and slacking. hahas. i did so many many things today! felt so accomplished. went to the run and lifted weights with jie just now. fun fun(: we kept talking and talking. i felt so tired at sch...again. esp during lit. my eyes kept closing. haizz. and then during recess to library to sleep. but i like couldnt slp? cause dun hav bed and we were sitting on the floor. so it was so pain and uncomfortable lahs. lol. and i got 17/20 for science ca4. HAH(: lol. kay kayy...

and i didnt eat my dinner today(: cause i feel so full after the run. hahas.

i feel so tired. in sch and at home. i like fell asleep in class~that is like the first time ever siah. i slept for 10mins? aft eng. super tired siah. the whole class was tired. practically everyone was using the time to sleep. and i was awoken by dawn time and time again. she practically gave me a shock lahs. haiyass. but i was happy during maths cause i got 38/40 for ca4. haha(: and ganma improved by alot alot! so happy for her(: y-e-a-h. dun be sad kae, dawn? u will do better next time. jiayouXD dont give up!

today was practically very hectic. been doing my things on today's timetable slot. so many lahs. but now left with maths!
set notation, cedar paper, practice3---here i come(:

i have no mood to blog!


















lalalala~

oh~ this is so cute. thanks babe(:

you got a thing for designing:D

sushi+seaweed=forevalove(:

awww... loveyouman(:

i made this specially for you. nice rite?
{you are like a rainbow, always shining brightly}
iloveyoubabe(:

sorry dearD:
i noe that i was supposed to do smth instead of just sitting there like an idiot. i feel so stupid. i feel so bad. cause i am right beside u but i cant do anything to help. sorry, really really sorry. i could actually have given u words of comfort, lent u my shoulder to cry on or even give u a big tight hug. but i didnt. i feel so bad. cause i have no idea how to talk one out of a crying situation. i really done noe how to. and the fact that u are very close to me, makes it even worse. i am scared that i will say the wrong words and add more to ur sadness. i am scared that i will be too blunt. just now i heard shouts and cries. i felt like a loser inside. cause i couldnt do anything to help u. i am too ashamed to even talk now. u questioned urself just now. but let me tell you this, you should not have been doubtful about urself. i noe that you are capable. u noe that he has been always like that. always wanting to get the best. try to compromise abit. but u dont have to be at this matter. cause he is the one at fault just now. and not you. dont be sad anymore kaes? dont let this matter affect ur studies and life. let this pass and just hope that he learns frm this kaes? let's hope for the best man. and just concentrate on ur studies kaes? good luck for ur eoy exams(: i hope this little thing i wrote will make u feel better--be it physically or mentally. just to let u noe, that no matter wat, ILOVEYOU(: this will never never change. if u are still feeling down or need a shoulder to cry on, just let me noe. i will always be here for you!
stayhappydear(:
ILOVEYOU(: foreva and eva and eva!

blogging!--no more?
i dunno if i can do that. cause coming online is like the only relaxing thing i can do aft i have finished with all my work and studies. so dunno if i shld stop myself frm gg online. hahas(: let's just hope i finish every single day's assignment, and then i will go online. kay kayy, SET. {i realise that i am actually blabbering nonsense to myself!} lol. fine!

i am so pissed at the fact that
manutd lost to arsenal!!?
that is like the stupidest thing that can happen to manutd now. i mean like they have been so good and the first game that they lose this season is against arsenal. that is so dumb!

thankyouguys! for all the care&concern.
ILOVEYOUALL(:

i am starting to love the feeling of being alone and having peace and quiet. and i seem to be more in the study-mood now. hehe:D it's so weird. cause when i got no nth to do, i will feel like smth is missing? lol. jiayou chan sushi!

i looked at myself in the mirror. and i see a very very pale person who looks like she's going to die. yes, the person is me. tears started to roll as words of "wat happened?" and "no more dieting!" hit me.

this is how it all came about...

went down for my tennis trg. aft a few drills, i can hear myself gasping for breath. but didnt really take notice of it as i knew that there were some phlegm left in my lungs due the recent cough i had. so me and my bro hit, volleyed and even smashed. all was fine and i seemed to be enjoying myself.

my bro had to go, so i was alone doing serves. my shoulder started to ache but i thought it was because of the fact that i havent been serving for ages. at that point of time, i was tired. so my coach asked me hit 6 gd serves and he would let me stop. so i hit one by one. some went in and some hit the net. and as the number of serves increases, my shoulder started to ache more and more. so i told myself, just one more, and all my pains will be over. so i hit the last serve and it went in. i was happy cause i could rest.

then it came the part when i had to pick up the balls. so i picked nad picked and suddenly, i felt a rush of coldness within me. i was pespiring like a mad dog. the only difference is i was breaking in cold sweat. i sat down for a few sec, thinking that it was only because i was tired.

so i started to pick more balls. and then i felt as if i was gg to fall down. the surroundings were moving and swaying like i was on a ship in a thunderstorm. and the situation got worse. my ears were blocked and all i could hear was my coach's faint voice. my eyesight deproved and everything was pitch black. i was blind! i knew that these were symptoms of fainting, so i got the chair and sat down. covering my face with my towel, i wished for the pain to go away. i was in pain and didnt noe wat to do about it.

and then came the miracle! {well,sort of}

my maid appeared. cause she had to pass coach my bro's racket which he carelessly brought up. thinking about it now, i think that this was planned by god. he knew that i was gg to faint and couldnt support myslef, so he made my bro bring his racket up so that my maid will be able to help me. i feel very thankful. although i dunno if it is true or just mere coincidence, but i noe that someone out there is helping me. and ITHANKYOU for that!

so my maid saw me in pain and she used a towel to rub my sweat and head. miraculously, it worked... abit. i felt better, but my eagerness got the better of me. i couldnt walk by myself and had to be supported by my maid. and even so, i was on the verge of falling down. i was very weak! so i had to sit again. and this time, i waited till i could see clearly. although i didnt really recover, i still walked bac home with the support of my maid. i a very grateful to her. THANKYOU(: really appreciate it.

so i went up and this marks the day when i have to stop dieting! i think~ i had to skip tuition and sleep instead. but i couldnt sleep. even if i did, i woke up every 5-10 mins. and i had a spiltting headache. even till now... i really regretted it!!

and so a piece of advice:
dont skip meals just for the sake of losing weight! have a balanced diet and exercise regulary! dont live to regret in the future!!

i wanna thank my mummy too!!
THANKYOU(:
ILOVEYOUMUM(:

superjunior rocks(:

l00k shazlin!! i did a beckham design(: the background is sort of empty. but the pictures of him are hot!! lol:D

i think super junior's songs are fab! so nice lahs(:

stay happy szemin gan-ma(:
hope you will be happy always.
get well soon melissa uncle(:
hope your wrist gets better.
get well soon veronica mei(:
hope your ankle and knee gets better.
stay happy jade brudderrr(:
hope your problems will be solved.

set notation(: i am starting to love this topic. hahas:D i am happy cause i managed to do everthing by myself. y-e-a-h. and i studied science! threechapters!! light, colours, sound. i took like only 1hr. and i feel so proud cause i can remember everything!! hahas(: ILOVESCIENCE(:

ILOVESETNOTATION(:

told u my desk was messy. {do u see the medicated rub for my ankle?}

before the start of term4. omg. my head looks so big.

taken today. i look so white. omg. guess i am too tired physically. lol

i think i am gonna recall chapter3 geog and study chapter7&8 tonite. SET(:

so byebye szemin(:
and hello geog(:

thankyou dearszemin!
ILOVEYOUBABE(:

spinning and turning.
i feel like my head's gonna explode any moment! it's so pain!! damn it. and i feel so stupid and lazy cause i havent been doing anything today except slack arnd. oh man~i feel so tired. as in physically. {szemin agrees!} as i am writing noe, i can feel my eyes slowly closing and closing. like it is gonna sleep or something. and seeing my jiejie doing work now makes me feel worse myself. i noe i should be studying my science now but i have not even started. maybe i should just rest today and continue it tmr. since tmr is my timetable's free day. yupps, that is wat i am gonna do. ouch! it's hurting badly and i feel like just killing myself at this instance. {not literally but yah... u noe wat i mean.}

maths test didnt turn out too well? or maybe it is okay. only the first qns part 2. i feel damn stupid lah. wasted so much time on that qn. lucky thing the rest i noe how to do. but that means that i cant get full marks! boohooD: i feel so dumb. really dumb. nvm. i shall just dig a hole and bury my head underneath it.

say byebye to chan sushi!

yesterday(:
tired?
nah~not after i slept like a pig for 3 hours. hahas! i was damn lethargic that when i reached home and lie on my bed, i straight away fell asleep. and into a very deep deep sleep. with the exception when my mom woke me up so that i could compress my ankle with the medicinal rub. woke up at 6pm to study for lit. studied non-stop for 1h30mins and i read the whole bk of merchant of venice. nicenice:D then i friendstered and chatted my dear szemin! and watched the 10pm show. went online at 11.30 till 12+. and then i fell asleep again! HAH!

today(:
lit test!
was sort of ok. but i wrote very short. like 1 and 1/3 page? nvm. must be my handwriting small. hehe. art was fun! {jade, the first time i am saying that huh?} lol. i like the "sexay gurl wearing the bikini" painting that i did! oh oh. and the hand! hahas. so funnay. especially when drawing the retarded einstein. hahas. had chinese compo. ugh! she gave us only 50mins to do cause she say that it is our fault to be 10mins late. like wth? bloody arse! so i had to chiong my paper. ugh! but luckily i finished it in the end. if i neva finish arr, i swear i'll kill u man! {cools myself down} then had ct. and science. with ms chew! hahas! i love ms chew. she is nice. lol. and and melyeo and i did science wbk. but it is not done! left two qns? and i just realised that melyeo and i are equally retarded. we are damn high cans? laugh here poke there! super funnay:D cant imagine huh? but that's the truth. heard the phrase:dont judge a person by its cover. hahas. u will never noe wat the real person actually is man! the best example is MELISSA YEO YING XIU!

byebye computer.
hello mensuration and geog!

twisted my ankle?
during tennis. like wth lahs. so urgh, u noe? i hope it wont swell up. so i was sitting there alone like an idiot watching the others do volleys and smashes. oh man~and melissa wong was like, hey i want to switch place wif u. ehhs, u think very nice issit? the ice pack was damn pain u noe? lol. i aint gonna blog that long. cause i got lots of things to do. like compre and art. and the timetable? ok ppl. byebye:D

oh. msn's finally working!!

first day of school(:
wasnt that bad. but i feel like fading. cause all i had today was a ham-cheese sandwich and a small pathetic bun? that basically concludes my meals for today. omg rite? i noe, but i too didnt realise. skipped breakfast cause had no time to eat. and then skipped recess cause didnt have any apetite. and lunch was only a mere 15 mins cause there was science thingy. so i just {sort of} gobbled my sandwich. and i almost fell asleep during the lecture by mr ng. lol. came home like at 5.30pm. and i had to rush down for tennis trg. so i just took a small bun on the way as dinner. finished my tennis at 8.15pm and im glad i didnt faint. but i hav no apetite now. so i am not eating.
merchant of venice, here i come!

my mummy made me do this:D
skin colour:tanned.
hair colour:brownish-black.
eye colour:black?
clothes colour:grey+blue.
wardrobe colour:white?
seven memorable things this/last month:
1.jiejie and i took neos 4 times!!
2.daddy and mummy finally returned!
3.koko leaving:(
4.being sick for three weeks! ughD:
5.mschew dancing! who-hoo.
6.making muffins for teahers!
7.making cookies for daddy!
six people you talked face to face this week:
1.jiejie
2.mama
3.vincent
4.coach
5.szemin
6.dawn
five things you bought recently:
1.ink bag(:
2.earrings
3.tigger keychain!
4.webcam!
5.fbt shorts. like finally~
four people you saw today:
1.dawn
2.szemin
3.jiejie
4.mama
three people you want to talk to now but cant:
1.koko
2.daddy:D
3.i dunno?
two things on your mind now:
1.am i going to have to eat?
2.when am i able to log in to msn so that i can webcam with koko.
the second part!
1. grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line four: "meanings before consulting the notes, but do". supposed to be an instruction in the book merchant of venice.
2.stretch your left arm out as far as you can. my wall.
3. last thing you watched on TV? miao shou ren xin:D
4.without looking, guess what time it is: 9pm. real time:9.24pm
6.what can you hear with exception of the computer? nth. no one's in the rm except me.
7. when did you last step outside?what were you doing? this morning at 6.20am. crossing the road.
8. what did you look at before you started this survey? koko's blog. friendster.
9.What are you wearing? a shirt and shorts.
10. did you dream last night? yes. i dreamt i wasnt sleeping?
11.When did you last laugh?during tennis.
12.what is on the walls of the room you are in? jigsaw puzzle.clock.
13. seen anything weird lately? not that i can remember.
14. what do you think of this quiz? a waste of my time.
15. what is the last film you saw? {as in movie?} the devil wears prada.
16. becoming a multi-millionaire overnight,what would you buy? my phone! a big big house. and a ferrari:D {ohh steph, u can stop day dreaming.}
17. tell me something about you that i don't know. i am an indonesian?
18.what one thing would you change about the world? make all countries rich and filled with land. so that there will be no more war!
19. do you like to dance? erm. sometimes?
20. George W Bush... american? i think so. he is the american president rite?
21. if your first child is a girl,what do you call her? erm. wait till i get a husband and then u come ask me again!
22. if your first child is a boy,what do you call him? the same answer as the qns before.
23. have you ever considered living abroad? yesyes:D of course!
24. what do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? hello. nice to meet you:D
25. 20 people who must do this in their journal or blog. wahs~so many. i will tag u all.

camWHORE--time!

say hell00 to us:D

we l00k so dao. dunno where the hell we are staring?

boopeople(:

i l00k like a freaking peacock!

and a freaking parrot!

smile like you mean it!

<3 <3 <3>

laugh laugh laugh lahhs...

i l00k like i have a laughing disease!

happy birthday jade!
hope all ur wishes come true twintwin:D

ariane goh cheeyi is a stalker! i didnt noe she took this pic! but it's fab:D

tmr marks the start of term4!!
it is the term when everybody starts to panic and worry about the academics. they start to think of ways to revise so that they will be able to achieve their desired marks. many have not even started on revisions. i dare say that in a class of 40, more than half of the students have not even touched their books. {honestly speaking} i admit that i have not been revising that much. that is why the next few weeks will be pretty hectic for me--revising, doing hw and of course coping with ccas and stuffs. but i think that ccas is gonna stop when exams come. so that will be a load off my mind. and so now the main concentration is of course back to my studies! be it science, maths, geography or even dnt. all subjects are equally important. and every min of the day counts! so dun waste ur time watching tv or shopping when u can actually make use of it doing other useful things. e.g-doing a few questions on mensuration could be good. {i noe wat i am saying is actually very contradicting. cause instead of blogging, i can make use of this time to do my chinese bk review and my lit. HAH!} but too many work can also lead to a breakdown! we should also have ample rest.
so basically wat i am trying to say is
work hard!
play hard!
:D and who noes, you may actually succeed!

four-five hours of mugging:D
i feel so proud of myself now. i didnt get influenced by jiejie when she was watching some korean drama. hah! i was being a guai girl doing my lit and maths. hahas. {i noe i am guai!} lol. mensuration this and antonio that. i am starting to love the topic mensuration now. the formulas are coming bac to me one by one. yeah. somehow i just feel that maths is fun! and fab-bulous! {weird thinking huh?} cant help it. hahas. all the members in family just love maths! i think it is in the genes. lol.

watching jiu dian feng yun now. it's a very good show. and and my dear ron ng is one of the main characters in it. so fetch lahs! shuai-ness siah:D arr. so cute. he and kaixin so compatible together lahs. hehe! ok. enough about idolizing hunks. love-lay...

4.20am now but i am not asleep:D
damn pissed cause when i was designing a skin, photoshop suddenly hanged and my whole work wasnt saved!! like wtf lahs?? so i had to redo the whole thing againD: ugh!!! so irritating siah. but cause i dont like to do things halfway, i decided to finish redoing then go to sleep. and now i hav finished----like finally lahs. i take dunno 9753802601 hours to do arr... {not literally lahs!} but took quite long. and i feel a sense of achievement. cause it's nice! y-e-a-h:D and i did it without jiejie's help. WAHAHA:P {see jiejie, i also can do nice nice! HAH!}
this is the one without the text. which one is better??

this is the design i was talking about. quite nice huh?
anybody wanna use this as their blogskin?

tennis skin of bryan bros, henin and federer! jiejie made for me:D lol.

study.

mug.

study.

mug.

study.

mug.






let's study and mug together babes!!

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i am farking full and bloated!!!
regretted eating too much! URGH D: really really really regretted it.







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STEPHANIE CHAN SU XIN!!!
u gotta stop munching on craps. dun eat anymore! i warn you, DO NOT and NEVER eat anything more than ur three meals. if not u shall die, u bitch! ughhhh....




















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but happy cause i just had a video call with koko.
i love you dear!!

sore throat back?
i think i have been eating too much heaty things. and my voice is becoming hoarse when it should get better. and i have started to be coughing more yesterday... i think i should like stop eating all these nonsense and just stick to my usual plain water... ughhD:

went to pp just now. with mummy and jiejie. then later xiaodi came to meet us. so it's like, jiejie went off for softball and xiaodi joined us. they all no fate see each other. hahas:D {grins cheekily(??)} went to giant to shop for daily essentials and i saw szemin, kendra, mel and juliana! so funnay lahs! talked for abit and we separated{??} hahs. okok. then at the toilet there, i met szeminaunty again!!! hahas. so cool lahs~two times today. hahas. talked somemore and she left. o.O and i saw coach there. wif his daughter. lol. i finally bought fbt shorts!! say y-e-a-h. and vincent bought shorts cause he is too fat!! WAHAHA!! {omg, i am so mean} :P bought bread and went home. and we bought jiu dian feng yun the vcd! so happy. but exams are coming, so i have to study... and that is like eww... okok, i am gonna watch miao shou ren xin now. byebye:D

this is like my 200th post! so cool rite?

had tennis---like finally
like so long neva touch my racket. so at first i was playing like shit? got better as time passes. then made two new friends. they are TKGians. sec two i think. both are in tennis but the teacher-in-charge there say that they are second-rated players. when they are damn good? i think the mr ang or whoever should change his specs! so dumb i tell you. oh yah... they are called huiting and lennet? they look friendly... and nice:D

went out to paragon!!
and we ate sushi tei:D so fun so fun. ate so much lahs. super full.{burps} ooops. then went to shop around and i bought a webcam! sony one. super ex lahs. actually didnt wanna buy frm sony there, but then daddy say that later hav to walk elsewhere waste time and all... so in the end bought there. and it is so fetch!! didnt really buy anything else cause it was late le. only went to the supermarket and then went home. i am like multi-tasking now. reading teens and blogging. and i just realised that there is a korean boyband called super junior. and there are like THIRTEEN members in the band!! so fab rite? and the youngest member is like 18 years old:D so young lahs...

this is a pic we took using the webcam. the quality not that bad huh? lolXD

daddy has to go bac to jakarta to work tmr. that is so sadD:

i made a new blogskin!!!
sry ariane, i changed... but u must be happy cause i now noe how to make myself. WAHAHA:D

made it like this early early morning. frm 1am to 5am. damn tired siah... made for koko and jiejie too. must thank me u noe? hahahaXD so fab!! and i woke up at 11am today. so i slept for 6hrs only. tsk. and i finished maths and geog hw!! so happy. left wif art and lit. and revision for exams... exams are like in 2weeks. wth!! later got tennis. YEAH! so long neva play le, later i play like shit how?? who cares!!!

daddy and mummy came bac!!
so happy and i got lots lots of presents:D

my new jacket!! damn nice lahs. i so love it!!!

me and jiejie. {ooops. i can see the price tags}

me wif more of my new clothes...

my jacket again!!

boo!! this was so random...

us again... i love my sis lots lots!!

sushi+seaweed!!!

another set of new clothes!!!

thank you mama&papa!!! for everything:D

our legs? waiting for arrival of mama&papa.

me. i dunno where i was looking at. HAHAS:D

say hello to our cookies made with LOVE:D

we made this ourselves u noe? quite an accomplishment huh? cant wait to give it to dadddy!!

this is me and my reflection.

my mel and sharon uncles!!! candid shot.

we were playing blind mice. hahas!! and des was the mice?

mel wong was dancing to the music lahs...

my dear szemin aunty!!!

me and mel. we were walking in the dark.

awww... huggies!! (des took a secret pic!)

this was so random. was bored so i took it. HAH!

this photo so emo lahs. but nice nice.

my uncle and tennis-sparrng partner:D

me and twintwin~taken my sharon wee.

everyone's eating on chips.

damn random lahs...

we had lots of fun at jade hs. watched three movies!! first---she's the man; second---pink panther; third---aquamarine. we kept laughing and laughing! then had steamboat for dinner! YEAH!! and we were stoning aft that. LOL. thanks jade:D