i was just thinking, why is life so full of coincidences and surprises(good and bad)? is it a way of testing us or a way of making our lives more eventful and interesting?
ok, so yesterday, i accidentally saw my ex coach. and i was certain that it was him. and so, i was very afraid of bumping into him. because the story was that we stopped lessons on a very abrupt note. not even a single word from him since the nov/dec holidays. well, i guess it was partly my fault? but ohwells, that story is over. but the thing is during the next few minutes that i was walking in pp, time seems endless. and it was super torturous for me. because i kept thinking that i was gg to see him or that he was watching me somewhere. it's all damn freaking freaky lah! and so, i felt like a thief. so scared of being caught. wth right? it's not that i have done anything wrong. but it's just the uncertainty of how to react when i see him. weird? tell me about it. but fortunately, i didnt bump into him. cause it'll be really really awkward.

fate? NAH...