cried):
i thought i could hold back my tears, but in the end, tears just flowed continuously non-stop. i practically cried to sleep and in sch. argh!
athome
i was lying on the bed and preparing to go to sleep. so i just lie down and start to think of things... some may noe wat issit, some may not. then all of a sudden, tears just flowed and flowed. one tear aft the next, i noe that i was very sad. i wanted jiejie to comfort and giv me a hug, but i was afraid that i will cry even more and make her worried. so in the end, i kept quiet. i just cried silently. trying my best to remain the quietest i can. suprisingly, i managed to keep quiet. jiejie wasnt the least suspicious. {so that's a yay} and i dont want to add to ur sadness, jiejie. no matter how hard i told myself NOT to think anymore, i couldnt. it's just so hard not to think about it. so i cried like for a very long time but soon finally fall into a deep sleep.

atsch
was writing the letter for mummie. planning to tell her wat happened last nite. but then, while writing a few lines, i just started to cry again): aint that sad? i dunno why, but tears just kept on flowing lahs. i was very unhappy): and cause of the same reason. i dunno why, but whenever i think of it, i will just start weeping:/ and let's just say that the problem is not solved yet): but i wanna thank all those that comforted me and for all your hugs(: i really appreciate it. o.O i feel so loved!! HAHA. but i got better aft that. thankyou u all. and for the card! THANKYOU:D

i guess i felt better.

seaweed, dont be sad that u didnt noe of my crying incident kaes? it's alright. cause i am the one who purposely do not want u to noe. cause u are already sad and have a headache, wat will i be if i were to add to ur problems? so it's alrights. i feel much better now le. all i need now is a hug frm u and telling me that u love me!! and i will be more happy(: HAHA. iloveyou!!